hope i can find it...

happy happy le:)
had my stitches remove....
YEAH:)
not veri pain...
haha...
also not veri not pain:P
after tat went move watching at suntec...
watched Alvin n e chipmunks 2...
not a veri long movie...
brought touch touch:)
YEAH...

MERRY X'MAS...
YAY!!
2morrow finally working:)
after so long..

am super SIAN:(:(
at home n have nothing do:(

have a scar soon:(
had a fall n injured my chin...
went TTS...
have 2 stitch...
*OUCH*
waited so long... almost 2 hrs ++ for me 2 leave TTS...


sian...
now many days cannot work:(
stay at home nothing do also...

am burning!!
dont noe y yesterday during work, start 2 feel unwell...
the food just smell gross 2 me...
cant stand e smell...
n of cos couldnt wait 4 event 2 end...
n it end late:@
woke up with a temp of 39.3...
hope it will go down before work start...

yesterday a good good day:D
well...
at least it is for e first half of e day...
haha...
all went well...
even for e macro mid sem test...
msg serene when i board bus 2 OH...
she replied only after i reported at OH...
saying this
'Are u reach orchard hotel is so late then dun go,go bk to rest then friday then come so how'
actually doing 1 2 2 ...
things going well...
till... after 1 course...
i have 2 change 2 another station:(
do 2 2 3 with some1 who only did 4 times before...
see e way he portion can vomit blood...
e 3rd course is peas with prawns...
he portion e prawns n cleared away e peas!
after tat course, i portion all myself...

TIRED N HUNGRY

HATE 2day work...
seriously...
let e story began from e beginning...
reach work late...
locker room no empty locker tat work normal...
1 lift is down, leaving 2 lifts...
2 2 4...
there's 3 vip tables
n my tables are in a straight row right behind e middle vip!
so damn far from my side station...
is like 5 rows of tables away...
somemore my partner dont noe how choose side station de...
then event start...
had food presentation...
didnt even have any reherasal...
after food presentation my partner totally disappeared!
e other guy whom i share e side station with help pick up soup...
after soup no time clear...
cos e guest veri ma fan...
ask 4 this n tat drink...
then a few course later change drink...
not for 1...
but 4 e whole table...
worse still...
e small bar was not open i think...
went small bar once...
not open...
didnt noe later got open not...
e main bar like not bar like tat...
dont have glasses, ice 1...
e ice machines really time 2 change new 1 le....
everyday no ice de...
then i like from e right of ballroom 1 have 2 walk 2 kitchen there take glasses...
walk 2 back lane dig for ice then go main bar pour drink then go back ballroom 1...
then have 2 go back again!
then somemore i take glasses go pour drink tat time, jus a back turn some glasses gone from my tray...
my partner only pick up food n portion 1 table...
ppl got drunk n 1 vomitted in e ballroom...
gross...
somemore jus beside our side station
90++ tables... no space walk....
then lastly e soup cups...
how i noe u dont have enough...
thought xtra wat...
so use lo...
jus hate your attitude...
your partner also never say anything...
on a better note...
e other team guy tat share the same side station help me lots...

did things tat i never did...
or thought i will do...

after rice before dessert, i suddenly miss my teddy lots...

EXAM = STRESS

partner with sivien yesterday...
back ache like hell 2day...
went supper at mac after work yesterday...
resultin in havin 2 struggle keepin awake in sch...
mayb is due 2 work work work...
jap class test 1 is finally over!
NO MORE JAP LESSON 4 5 WEEKS:D
yeah!


exam next week...
cant wait 4 it 2 b over...
haven start studyin[no time=(]

WORK WORK N MORE WORK..

did VIP 2day with some sky person...
funny seeing how he carry overtray:P
haha...
lots of new comers this few days...
n i really mean LOTs...

workin every day this week...
am booked:P

2day is the day...
but i believe he forgot:(

i seriously find it hard 2 reject work when some1 approach me 2 me 2 give me slots...
i tried...
but with only a phone call i forget everything n agree...

y am i always so easy 2 get bluff by other??

HATE THIS WEATHER!!

the weather is few days is terrible...
plans are cancelled...
lecture room n classroom r cold...
the weather make it colder...

suppose 2 go prawning yesterday...
yet this damn weather jus dont understand...

after 2morrow i'll b free:)
this SAKE project is ending soon...
am glad this week is coming 2 an end...
2 project n 1 test in a week...
how bad can it get?

Zzz...

its 3 plus in e morning...
and i just finished baking PART of e cookies...
am real tired...
but there lots 2 do before e sun is up...
*clean up
*research on communication skills written assignment (EUTHANASIA)
*research on jap individual project (SAKE)
*remove my nail polish due 2 work...

if teddy is gonna wake me up later...
he will expect 2 hear this...
5/10 more mins...
haha...

long time no update le...
lots of things had happen recently...
real lots...
homework n project start coming in...
work slots increase...
however...
will hand on...
4 the 3gpa...


past fews days are happy days 4 more...
dont want it 2 change...
pray it wont change...
even if it is going 2 i wont let go....

TIRED...

didnt sleep last night...
AT ALL!!
went watch this is it before going prawnin till 7 plus...
haha...
prawning is real fun!!
but then staying up whloe night is not...

veri long no update le...
haha...
just 2 lazy lazy if not 2 little time 2 even on my lappy...
haha...
the past few days have been work, work, school, work, school, outing, school, outing etc...
hahas...
the start of this sem had not been real smooth...
i hope it get better...
at least i am attentive in class...
haha...
i take notes!!
c i so guai...
got improve...
haha...
i last time is hardly listen in class 1...
haha...
school started...
n i dont noe if should continue working durin weekdays...
haha..
cos this few days have been REAL tired at work...
mayb should continue...
trust tat i can go back 2 before e holidays...
hardly tired even after work...
haha...
spent huge amt on my school book this sem...
till got some haven buy...
haven include e notes yet...
if every sem spend this amt on books...
i sure depress 1:(

:(!!

tue
went work orchard hotel...
they having a veri huge western event at somewhere near sentosa...
1000++ pax...
all went well xcept tat e bus trip in took real long(almost fall asleep in bus) n tati didnt get mine pay 2day...
after work went bukit timah eat prata...
cab home...
around 12+:(

wed
went work e western event...
OMG!!
saw cheng kang n kelvin!!!
didnt noe they working tat day 2...
lucky they no c me...
hahas...
after working there...
i jus so love RTC ppl...
they so pro sia...
compared 2 orchard hotel ppl...
haha...
OT was damn fun...
haha...
didnt get my pay again!!
their transport is jus so damn lousy...
they provide van...
haha...
am so pissed of with e ppl in e van tat i alight before reaching home n walk back...

thurs...
went JP n watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs...
nice cartoon...
haha...
kai meng skin peel till veri bad...
even his hand also ganna...
haha...

2day
went sentosa with lydia, wilson, xian liang n zhi yang...
have a veri bad sun burn...
my back hurt terribly le:(
couldnt get OH pay again!
sian...
n then got work 2morrow:(:(

my this sem timetable real screwed up...
haiz...

FRI
went sentosa with...
lai di, li ying, kai meng, tyan soon, steph woon, wei leng, wei xuan n zhi sen...
had real fun:D
lai di team mates join us 2:D
after tat went vivio n rot...
haha...
kai meng is really cooked 2day..
haha...
he's RED...
WAHAHA...
bought i camera 2day:D
my last week pay gone...

SAT
went work with a super red face...
but km redder...
haha...work with andrew ng...
super stress sia....
cos table veri near VIP tables...
then serene keep on at VIP side station...
haha..

SUN
2 2 3...
haha...
got 1 table 12 pax plus 1 baby chair...
how 2 portion sia...
then portion at side station still ganna scolding...
lol...
cannot go squeeze in how cut??
km back is covered with water bubbles...
must be super pain sia...

2DAY
went town with lydia...
2 buy black pants n shoes 4 2morrow work...
saw tyan soon...
OMG...
his face when look near is like a old man sia...
his face start 2 peel...
his nose is like plastic...

:D

yesterday...
went east coast with... steph woon, li ying, zhi sen n kai meng...
kai meng thought me how cycle...
thanks:)
wa...
am a failure sia...
rent bike 4 2hr...
n yet by e end of e 2hrs still cannot bike...
well...
at least better then e other time...
haha...
i at least can go off 4 a veri veri veri short distance...
wahaha...
had a fall...
but i think is worth it...
haha...
in xchange 4 e secret of riding a bicycle...
haha....
steph lost her camera!!!
must find back!!!
cos me 1 e photos!!!
watch FAME:)
manage catch last bus home...
wahaha...

2day:)
went science centre with...
li ying zhi sen n kai meng...
only went 1 section of science centre...
went meet prisc after

CONTENDED...

yesterday
had terrifying dreams...
1st...
dreamt tat partnered with li hao...
while...
this is not terrifying...
the table assignment is...
2 ppl 2 7 tables...
somemore chinese dinner...
i dont wanna dream come true...
i dont wanna be like fiona...
she dreamt tat she had 2 do cocktail...
n she really have 2 do...
i dont wan...
cos never do 2 2 7 before sia...
e most i did is 2 2 4 or 3 2 5...
oh oh...
i think li hao is my first time partner sia...
but i not 2 sure...
50%/50%
2nd
dream tat i lived with some1 who kept a snake 4 a pet...
EEeee....

went li ying house celebrate her birthday...
haha...
we surprised her...
wahaha...
stayed at her house till 11...
took cab 2 JE...
then mrt home...
ZS went off at chua chu kang without kai meng...
haha...
he send me home...
wahaha...
thanks kai meng:)
somemore no more bus at toa pa yoh...
have 2 walk abit...
haha...
he show me lots n lots of magic tricks:)
haha...
so cool...

took 2hrs go home from jurong...
longer then when i travel there...

2day gonna be a boring day...
haiz...
nothing much 4 me do...
going east coast 2morrow
thurs is either going back east coast or going jurong...
fri going sentosa:)
then sat n sun work work work....

TIRED...

did bridal fair 2day...
last min got work 1...
haha...
eat alot of prawns 2day...
haha...
eat till i feel like i cant eat another 1...
yum yum...
serene got work 2day...
she like another person like tat sia...
she caught us eating...
but no say anything...
this few days work like siao...
fri- 6pm 2 4am...
sat-12noon 2 3am...
sun- 1pm 2 9pm...
lucky next week only working sat n sun...

fri
partner with jun lei...
2 2 4...
haha...
in ballroom 1...
did real fast sia...
am like e first 2 finish...
wahaha...
when doing OT my tat phone keep ringing...
my mom keep calling sia...
even after i ans her calls...
she dont believe tat i working sia...
she somemore go call RTC..
e guard ans...
so stupid sia...

sat
the first thing tat happen when first stepped into ballroom is ganna scolding by serene...
regarding OT stuff...
haha...
good 2 have her back sia...
got a bit miss her...
haha...
did with zhang wei...
damn fast sia...
haha...
OT damn slack...
but tired...

...

i dont noe wat is happening now a days...
should i be feeling this way...
wat abt him has nothing really do with me...
but yet things r getting real complicated liao...
dont noe how slove problems liao...
haiz...

working later...
dont noe how face my friends le...
cos dont noe e truth...

WHAT I DID WRONG???

haiz...
in deep trouble now...
haiz...
but dont see wat i did wrong lo...
jus merely went out with wei xuan they all eat supper lo...
then cos dont wanna cab home so went fiona house stay over...
thought of taking fist bus home....
but then overslept...
wakey at 8 plus...
have 23 miss calls...
haiz...
dont noe how go work...
cos everything 2 me is blured...
how my mom noe i end work at 2 plus...
who noe abt this...
haiz...

SOME1 HELP ME!!!

am SUPER tired sia...
fri n sat work from 12noon 2 3am...
sun work from 12noon 2 2am...
i wan my sleep...

this week worse...
tue-12noon
wed-10am
thurs-6pm
fri-6pm
sat-12noon
everyday in OT list somemore...
ZZZ...

fri
had VIP event...
western style...
damn slack...
haha...
but fun...
guys wore black jacket...
girls wore vest...
:)

sat
spent e whole afternoon doing chinese dinner setup...
am super tired...
4 zombies work 2day...
haha...
they are...
chee leong, wei yee, wilson n zhi yang...
they didnt sleep e day before...
they choose not 2...
haha...
partner with jun ren at night...
alot 2 say...
but dont wish 2 say...
it is just terrible...
was a half zombie before event start...
become awake during event...

things are getting more n more complicated...
how do i ans...
i dont noe wat i want!!

sun
turned into a zombie myself...
haiz...
had buffet in e afternoon n chinese dinner at night...
afternoon partner with...
andrew n auntie chris son...
night partner with kai meng...
everything went real smooth 4 me...
except tat am super tired le...

gave an ans... but is tat really wat i wan???

HAPPY HAPPY:)

fate changing soon:)
haha...
managed 2 convinced my mom 2 let me have my own room...
wahaha...
got 条件 1...
haha...
everytime work must give her $25...
haha...
but nevermind...
i have own room...
hehe...

BUSY DAYS HERE I COME...

super lazy 2 post...
haiz...
went out with steph kong, xin yee n kim 4 dinner at POMO...
haha...
steph taking dance class there...

haiz...
work cancelled 2morrow...
haiz...
boring day...
but after tat will be busy days!!

he had been offline lately...
is he trying 2 avoid??
hope not...
made me feel worse...
have a feeling tat he will even not work this few days...

AM SICK!!

haiz...
felt terrible 2day...
woke up with a real bad sore throat:(
mayb due 2 e huge amt of old chang kee tat i bought yesterday when have a slight sore throat:P
but still went out....
lai di didnt meet up with me...
something happen last min...
so went find cousin at borders...
didnt noe tat i am so pale till i took pics...
haiz...
saw yan ling at far east with her bf...
didnt go up 2 say hi...
haha...
eat 2 ice cream 2day:)

ZZzzzz...

had been working...
sat-6pm to 4am...
sun-12noon to 4am...
so am super tired 2day...
haha...
sat event is sian...
haha...
table assignment- 2 to 3...
however 1 of my table not open:P
haha...
so did 2 2 2...
haha...
sun event was terrible!!
hate all e guest...
terrible guest...

hais...
super weird facing him e last few days...
tried 2 avoid seeing him in e eyes...
hais...

SORRY AGAIN...

feel so selfish...

a word 4 u...
if ever any1 u think is worthy come by...
dont hesitate...
dont wait...
if not i will feel worse...

PAINT, PAINTS N PAINTING...

went cousin school again...
had 2 leave early...
so as 2 go rtc collect my pay for cafe 1...
didn manage2 finish e painting...
still got 2 more faces 2 do...
n then touch up...
then it's done...
first time paint such a big painting in such a short time...
haha...
my o level piece is smaller...
yet told a few months...
i finish abt half e painting in <2 days...
haha...

SPEECHLESS...

dont noe y...
but i really do feel like crying...
never hurt any1 this way...
just have this feeling tat e person's feeling is real hurt...
i am sorry:(

THE TRUTH REALLY DO HURT SOMETIMES...

SHIT...
wat is happening?
y is this happening???
arh...
pray hard tat this is not true...
pls...
i shouldnt have asked so much...
i dont wanna noe e truth le...
i dont wanna hurt e person's feeling...
n hope tat i hadnt already hurt him...
sorry...
but i ready cant do tat...
hope e truth wont hit u 2 hard...
hais...
wondering how now...
both working on sat n sun...
hope wont be so weird...

TIME FLIES...

am suppose 2 meet yun hui 2 go shopping 1...
but in e end...
end up in her school helping her friend do her 'o' level art...
-_-"...
e submittion date is like in 2 more days minus e weekends n public holiday...
n e thing is tat they are not even half done 4 e painting on canvas...
haiz...
they r somemore slacking in e art room...
yun hui friend art piece have a total of 6 person...
n they are ALL headless...
went there 4 like 2 hours...
n only manage finish 1 person...
haiz...
going back her school 2morrow again...
must rmb bring own brushes n palate...
their brushes are spolit...
n palate r containers...
haiz...
am super bloated now...
ate kfc before going home...
n once reach home...
i ate my dinner...
cos my mom cooked...
haha...

2morrow going back rtc 2...
2 collect e cafe pay...

:)

work yesterday was ok:)
had 2 finish e dinner in 1hr...
did 3 2 4...
with auntie yan yan n raymond...
after e dinner end....
stayed inside ballroom with steph lee...
n do almost nothing 4 e next hr or so...
hahas...
even though work ended early...
like at 1am...
i am jus 2 tired...
got my works day next week:)
haha...
during event...
she noe i working...
somemore ask me reply asap...
when she last time keep saying work time cannot use phone...
Zzz...

HAIZ...

wonder y am i e first 1 2 reach went having outings with friends?
why am i e 1 tat always reach on time?
why am i e 1 tat is seldom late?

HAIZ...

had terrible sore throat since tat night of work...
haiz...
n keep losing my sleep 2...
haiz...

YP CELEBATION:)

went far east plaza celebrate yan peng birthday...
went out with 40+
and am back with 0...
haiz...
2day was real sian...
lai di n jie ying have 2 leave early...
n cindy have 2 leave around 6.30++...
so yan peng walk around far east plaza awhile more...
hahas...
bought a jumper n a bag 4 yan peng:D
i noe she will love it=D
hahas...
her dad sent me home after tat...
haha...
thanks uncle:)

:)

back from town...
meet lai di there...
going back 2morrow...
hahas...

:D

had a real fun day at work 2day...
even though is buffet...
work end real early cos event end at 8+ 9...
steph is back 2 work:)
haha...
so long no c her in rtc le...
hahas...

...

am ready 4 another day of work...
had a nice long sleep...
no use thinking of it liao right?
lets all start afresh each new days...

SCARED

had a terrifying n tired night...
i saw wat i had been trying 2 avoid 4 years...
saw wat i fear...
now i couldnt stop thinking abt it...
i cant get it out of my mind....
i dont think i will be able till i cut all bonds with rtc...
which is hard n will never happen...
today is the day tat i broke down n cry during work...
i really couldnt control myself...
well...
how could any1....
when they c wat they feared most in almost a couple of steps away...
i was appointed 2 do cocktail with wei leng n wei xuan...
i realised tat am in e same foyer with a huge yellow snake...
i thought... k... if i stay away from tat area i will be okay...
i thought it will stay in tat area..
but i was wrong....
yanto asked me to start clearing glasses... as the cocktail tables are getting full...
so i was like... ok... i will just clear the cocktail tables around me...
i only turned my head 4 a moment...
n when i look back...
e snake is not where it was....
it was like next 2 e cocktail table nearest 2 me....
i really jumped sia...
n i believed serveral guests saw tat...
i didnt dare 2 walk past it...
so had 2 made a big turn 2 e bar as it in front of e door!!!
e whole dinner i was not on my right mind...
i was scaring myself...
with thoughts of e snake...
sorry xian liang... u are like doing all e four tables yourself...
after e dinner...
that snake had a performance...
n when i heard e mc...
i left my partner 2 do clearing n went hiding...
haiz...
sorry xian liang... u have 2 clear e tables yourselves 2...

wanted 2 leave wat happen 2day here...
not intending 2 take e memories with me...
hope 2 forget it asap...
n tat there will never be such a scary vistor 2 RTC again....
hope tat it wont hunt me in mine dreams 2...

:DDD

a super worn out....
went go meet li ying, zhi sen, kai meng, steph n her bf...
had so much fun...
li ying pass me a stack of archie:D
thanks...
n kai meng help me carry...
so sweetxD
haha...
went movie watching...
hehe...
tyan soon n pris couldnt join us...
due 2 work work work...
but we manage 2 eat our lunch n super late dinner with tyan soon:)
went iluma(how u spell tat) 4 e first time...
not real fun there...
haha...
we walk from cine 2 bugis 2 wait 4 pris but she have 2 OT:(
so we mrt back orchard...
hehe...
working later:)
haha...
actually dont noe wat time i start working...
i forgotxD
so decided to just go at 6...
wahaha...

RESULT IS OUT

NO SUB TO BE TAKEN... i think
hahas...
1 C+, 1 B+, 3 Bs and 1 Pass...
result: GS (i have seriously no idea wat it is)
haha...
boring day ahead...
but 2morrow should be better:D
going cine with steph, zhi sen, li ying they all 2morrow=D

few more hours...

went celebrate cindy birthday 2day at town area...
was e first 2 arrrive as usual:P
haha...
shop with yan peng n e soul of jie ying [she was late] 4 cindy's present...
brought a jumper n a necklace 4 her in the end xD
hahas...
ate pepper lunch 4 lunch [tea rather]...
shouldnt have listened 2 jie ying in e first place...
e pepper lunch at taka/ngee ann city closed down...
saded...
have 2 go allll e way back 2 way we start...
and headed 4 shaw house cos jie ying said tat the traffic light connecting ion n borders close down...
had 2 leave early cos of work...
saw wei leng after sooo long:D
haha...
2day event--- buffet!!
SO NOT FUN...
so sian till i am super tired now...
hahas..
during ot, played with red colourings...
my hands look blooded...
hehe...
e colouring cant came off:(
now my hand is 1 red, 1 normal...
haiz...
but managed 2 fool zhi sen:P
n andrew...
hehe...

my exam results will be out in a few hours...
pray hard tat i will not be in the sub list...
but...
i so feel like taking sub...
cos...
at least i will have things 2 do...

more abt me:)

My view on myself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend i are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

My readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of my love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

My views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for me:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do i view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What am i most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is my true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

:DD

collect my cheque 2day:D
went watch the proposal at cineleisure orchard with li ying...
haha...
a damn nice show...
hahas...
then went far east...
had a 'extension':D
light brown 1...
then after walking 1 round at far east, we make our way 2 bugis street:)
haha...
i bought a dress...
damn nice:)
li ying bought 2 bermudas 4 her younger bro...
such nice sister...
how i wish 2 have a younger bro/sis 4 me 2 teng n a older 1 to teng me:P
haha...

if 2day hui yi is there, i think will be home empty-handed...
she just give me e impression that watever i do is werid 2 her...
i dont really like e feeling of going out with her, esp shoppin...
she change real alot...
hais...
she isnt wat i noe in e past liao...
haiz...

Zzzzz...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBACCA SEAN'S MEI, CINDY, YAN PENG, JASREEL,
couldnt sleep...
keep waking up in e middle of e night...
Zzzz...

kor starting work 2day...
all e best:)

haiz...
holiday so damn sian...
wan go back school...

=)

yeaterday:
went flag day at bugis early in e morning
only 9 out of 14 of those who say 1 go went...
e stickers so cool la...
haha...
went work with lai di n li ying...
work 4 e cafe...
yanto never tell us is wear pants 1!!!
wear skirt with e shirt sooo damn funny...
yesterday is some club event...
so slack yesterday...
haha...
e cafe ppl all veri nice...

y must ah bengs be ah bengs?

=D

went watch G-force 2day...
haha...
zsen veri of e stupid...
wahaha...
tyan soon meeting us before e movie...
he thought tyan soon not watching coshe watch before le...
haha...
if tyan soon not watching with us, he meet us so early 4 wat???
haha...
li ying n serene late...
n steph have 2 leave 4 e airport..
well...
she is not flying away...
but go there 4 work stuff...
we stay at burger king till 11 plus...
haha...
playing guessing game n some i never game...
haha..
want 2 go out again with them!!

having flag day 2morrow at around bugis from 9-2...
come support:P
hahas...

CONFUSED

had 1 nice n long sleep...
slept 4 e whole afternoon n night....
hehe...
going out with zhi sen, kai meng,steph woon, li ying... etc... 2 town
going watch G-FORCE...

haiz...
wondering wat is going on???
serene ask me work on sat at 11...
but yanto tell me dont need...
who should i listen 2??

AM BACK...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI TZE, KIM AND STEPH WOON:)
HOME FROM CHALET:)
really enjoy it...
haha...

1st day
reach there around 5....
only sean n germz r there...
haha...
hide from lai di...
haha...
she cant find me...
hehe...
she thought i jump down from e balcony...
hehe...
went fetch OJY when she reach...
super late sia...
she take bus got few hours sia...
lai di manage 2 scare quite a few ppls tat night...
when they all arrive at e chalet...
played truth n truth... while e majong lovers play their majong...
slept at 5.00 in e morning...
am damn tired...

2nd day...
wakey at around 1...
disturb jie ying n janice up...
haha...
went cycling...
or rather mosqitoes feeding...
haha...
i didnt noe how ride a bike...
haha...
so took e chance 2 learn yesterday:)
haha...
thanks jie ying n lai di:)
for teaching me....
e bicycle uncle 2...
n e rest...
didnt really manage 2 ride 1 in e end...
learning FAILED...
haiz...
but not giving up:)
BBQ at night...
even though am damn full, went mac 2 buy double filet-o-fish burger meal!!!
slept around 2 plus...
e other RMT class(1R02) had their chalet 2...

3rd n last day...
wakey at 7 n prepare 2 leave for home...
am so sleepy...

manage noe my classmates better...
even thought not all came...
am skipping flag day this sat...
going 4 work...

HOLIDAY IS HERE:)

went school 2day...
all e teachers are not in school le...
well...
almost all...
we only saw mr chua...
i am e only 1 who saw miss lim:P
on my way 2 school..
hehe...
lavonne lost her wallet...
went trace back...
haha...
but in e end never find it...
went give police report...
lavonne damn blur...
as usual...
hahas...
when she reach school, friends say her back is open...
she forgot 2 zip her bag... without knowing it...
haiz...
took lots picture in school...
go facebook c:P
when bugis after tat...
hahas..
so sian...

EVERY DARK CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING:)

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY 2 ALL E TEACHERS:)
am suppose to be on my way 2 st. marg. now...
but...
haiz...
am still stuck at home...
Zzzz...
going meet up with my best of best feiends later:)
haha...
long time no see most of time...
miss them so... much...


chalet 2morrow:)

BORED....

work end at 6 2day...
so sian...
buffet...
again!!!
do 4 tables + 1 vip with chee leong n lauren...
haiz...
nothing much happen 2 day...
except tat i am almost late 4 work 2day...
cos when buy sweet before going work:P

SWEET SWEET GIRL

work 2day is like !!!
work at e bar 4 e afternoon...
BUFFET!!!
i hate it...
nothing do...
except clear plates...
a birthday celebration 4 a 1 month old boy...
wao...
he so fortunate!!!
a guest lost his phone...
n his attitude is like...
so wat if his phone is e iphone...
night event is worse!!!
i got no table:(
stay at backlane with tyan soon n jun ren...
polishing 300++ each of plates, forks etc...
so slack...
OT even more slack...
haiz...

got my taxis claims...
got back OJY skirt money...
got my 1 day pay...
can say 2 be err... ya... should noe wat i saying la...
hahas...

i am a real sweet girl 2day...
hahas...
ate a tube of mentos, half a packet of sweets, n 5-6 packets of brown sugar...
even before half e afternoon event is gone...
just to keep myself awake...

shouldnt be home at this time... ot havent really end...
but...
i really need my rest...
2morrow working at 12...

Die...
havent book with serene...
she 2morrow off...
dont noe next week got slot not...
want work...
but dont noe have time not...
next week can say be packed with stuff..

IT'S OVER... TIME 2 SLEEP...

EXAM IS OVER...
finally...
haha...
2 day paper is quite easy...
haha...
all e ans 4 e short ans come from e MCQ...
hahas...
time 2 let those brain cells tat r killed in e process 2 reborn...
let those lost sleep find their way back...

I'M LOVING IT:)

RA1 paper is GREAT!!!
alot qns i do before...
hehe...
couldnt find our exam room 2 day...
haha...
seat beside ryan 4 exam...
WAHH...
damn stress...
he do so fast...
use up half e time do finish only...

all e paper done so far come and go smoothly...
now the outcome will rely on marketing funds le...

in this period of time...
sweets are used to keep me awake in the day...
chocolate are e 1 making me sleep in the night...
and facebook is the 1 tat spoilt the outcome

STARVING...

a rather adnormal time 4 me 2 be awake...
am doing past year papers...
aim 2 finish 1 paper by 4...
take a 2 hour nap...
be up 2 do another paper at 6...
and be off to take e exam...
pray hard tat wont fall alseep...

UNHAPPY:(

HAVING RA1 EXAM 2MORROW AT 9.30!!!
AND WAT AM I DOING?
CHATTING ON MSN!
FACEBOOKING!!
N NOT STUDYING!!!

haiz...
y am i feeling this way...
holidays are coming soon...
n yet..
i am unhapppy...
over wat?
i dont noe myself 2...
its 4 u 2 find out n 4 me 2 discover...

things are not the way i wanted...
i am changing...
however every1 is not....
haiz...

wat can make me happy now?
i cant think of anything...
facebook say money...
i dont think so...
i realise tat those who care and those who make the effort to care are drifting further away...
feel so lonely...
this is not wat it suppose to be like...
i miss the fun that 1 have in sec sch...
the joy tat my friends give...
n yet...
we hardly talk now...
except on some rare occasions....
RTC friends nice 2 have, fun 2 be with...
but after all...
not real close 2 them...
hardly talk or go out with them...
somemore lots of ppl leaving RTC 1 by 1...
lesser ppl to have fun liao...
i never felt this way...
never...
i just hate this feeling...
want it 2 go away...
but how???
i wonder.........
haiz...

wnted 2 enjoy e upcoming chalet...
but wonder like tat how 2...
haiz...

seeing the rainbow soon:)

went school study...
accounting can kill....
friends taking accounting, u all better be online....
4 me 2 shoot qns at...
haha...
marketing on e day directly after ra...
how 2 study....
haiz...

STOP PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME!!!

meet jie ying at boon keng 2day...
2 study...
hahas...
eat mac 2...
then went 2 some void deck 2 study...
cos the mac is 2 noisy...
very distracting 2!!!
didnt really study at first...
went play game on lappy first...
xD...
start 2 study when lappy went dead...
haha...
this show how distracting my lappy is...
decided 2 do the past year paper tat do not have any ans...
so tat can check ans with each other...
hais...
do abt 1/2 e paper...
then got some qns de ans not sure...
so ask other ppl...
hais....
then ryan told us we do before...
we were like... got meh?
then we realise we each got a xtra set of tat paper...
hais...
we got e ans 2....
just tat we no do e paper only...
haha...
but at least we sudied...
haha...
going tampines 2morrow...
sian...
going study...
but i doubt it...
hahas...
saw a secondary sch friend just now...
realise tat getting further away from them le...
veri long no meet up le...
mayb during e holidays ba...
didnt noe tat poly life is so busy...
hais...
no time for everything...

GALD AND PLEASE:)

2day exam goes veri smoothly:)
thanks kor...
4 helping me spot qns...
if not, will be dead meat now liao...
haha...
quite accurate sia...
2day morning at 12.30...
i totally give up trying 2 study...
went 2 sleep...
haha...
wakey at 5.30 2 rush through...
was damn scared sia...
dont 1 take supp!!!
but noe...
dont think so le...
cos even if i get 20/100, i will also pass...
haha...
2 paper 2 go...
2 days 2 study...
hais...
went tampines KFC eat lunch with OJY, KYP & LXY...
after tat when buy my hairband...
hahas...
bought a eeyore 2:)
so cute...
haha...
workin on sat & sun at 12...
need 2 replenish my sleep after exam...
if not go work hui sian diao...
hope wont be doing setting on sat & sun...
just hate doing settings...
haha...

星期三会发生什么事呢？
LOL...
cant believe anything will happen:D
haha...



MY hand still HURT!!!
so does my HEAD...
n SHOULDER...
HAIS...
so long le...
my hand still not heal...
my head n shoulder wont be healing any time soon...
got hit by leg of IBM on head...
now got lump...
my shoulder got blueblack...
hais...
my teeth 2...
sign...
got difficultly chewing:(

...

stuck at home all day...
tired 2 study...
but my mind keep drifting away...
*sign...*
hvent boo 4 work yet...
but next week doesnt seem 2 have any event...
:(

6 MORE DAYS 2 GO...

went work 2day...
directly after wakin up, have a bath... n off i go...
this shows how late i sleep till...
hahas...
no time eat lunch...
event 2day is SIAN...
miss serving chinese dinner...
hahas...
even though jus had it yesterday...
more challenging...
haha...
changing *signage* is FUN...
get 2 explore RTC...
hahas...
my life jus go round IBMs at work...
-_-'
shifting of IBMs...
now closing of IBMs...
resulting in me ganna hit by the IBM leg....
-_-"...


no time 2 study at all!!!

:(

STOP FACEBOOKING!!!
HAVE 2 GO SLEEP!!!

:)

HURRAY!!!
my econs paper can be said too be a success 2day:D
i noe do almost all qns...
e next 3 papers sure die...
i haven study n i might still be working at 12 noon 2morrow...
2day at work, serene powerpack sia...
2day like going got 12 regular part-timers...
got a shock out of my life when i saw that more than 3/4 of the part-timers r female...
and only abt 7 out of the >3/4 females r regulars...
n she still look so happy!!!
hahas...
some did 3-5 and some did 2-4...
but i did 2-3...
HAHA...
pickup using over tray e whole day 2day...
feel so pro now...
hahas...
help hui yi with some overtray 2...
her partners are like.... er...
they still can say they work at places like suntec etc...
like who will believe...
1 only noe how open door...
well...
better then nothing...
however...
hui yi's 2 partners noe how talk veri well...
i like my partner 2 day...
so hardworking...
even though i serve almost everything, which i dont mind cos 11 pax... (dont need portion)
she can say help me lots...
thanks andrew... 4 clearing the full overtray....
haha...
your auntie so funny!!!
anyhow stack..
do double job...
HEHE...
OT is like SIAN!!!
polish (35*4) goblets 2day...
n some show plates plus some spoons n knives...
mayb taking over auntie 2morrow...
*sign*
cant go watch UP le...
sad sad...
sorry li ying:(
my pay will have 2 wait then:(
very long le...

i am tired...
i wan my beauty sleep...
but it wont last long...
8.30 will be e lastest i have 2 wakey...
10.30 will be e time i leave 4 work...
well...
if there is any...

have 2 let go...
but how willing am i...

LETTING GO...

EXAM START 2DAY...
lucky working later...
can take my mind away fm the will be screwed up paper...
y is time pasting so slowly when i am not having fun...
cant wait for exam 2 end n holiday 2 come...

GUILTY:(

home from airport...
the place so COOL!
so beautiful!!!
e MRT station is just wao....
thanks jerermy:)
had never gone 2 e airport bfore...
sorry jerermy 2...
i noe i am real quiet jus now...
make it feel so weird...
went popeyes 2 study...
feel asleep half way through...
dont blame me...
i am real tired!!
micro exam 2morrow...
HELP ME some1...
working 2morrow 2...
watching UP on sat instead...

I shouldnt have work ot yesterday...
tyan soon, zhi sen couldnt get there pay...
mayb i should have jus not go work when i am going 2 be late...
this way, at least one of them can at least get part of their pay...


it time for me 2 let go...
holding on will not do me any good...

TIRED

am in airport trying my best study..
POM past year paper damn difficult..
die..
how 2 pass like tat...
if u ever thing LOA is a good thing...
dont...
change your mindset!!!
it is teribble....
time pass real slow that time..
it flys now...
cant catch up!!!
LOA should never have been invented in e first place...

wondering whether 2 work next week not...

STRESS OUT:(

drop my phone TWICE in school like just now cum yesterday!!!
OUCH!!!
went school 2 study...

wat did i do...

NOTHING!!!

but have fun, take pics...

here are some photos:

jus feel like eating this.... but cant finish after buyin....

some ramdom pics:)

eeyore...(OJY)



care bear...(LD)

2day work is real stress up!!!
i am suppose serve VIP sia...

first time...

dont noe e guest got go banquet before not...

a table go sit VIP seat...

then e real VIPs have 2 sit at normal table...

sad...
bryan took over me...

haha...

i partner with tyan soon instead...

e whole ballroom only got 2 open side station...

zhi sen partner with alizi....

Alizi keep on disappearing into thin air...

haha...

OT with tyan soon 2...

prepare ballroom 1...

am damn tired sia...

not only 2 day...

have 2 go sleep...

i carried over tray in RTC 2day..

thanks 2 bryan...

cos he say i 1 person can carry IBM= can carry heavy over tray...

how 2...

when i cant even stand up?

IT CAN'T BE TURE...

going school...
SUPPOSE 2 be in school now...
hais...
poor cindy...
alone in school...
going work later...
YEAH...
have 2 spent the day in school without my lappy!
my notes all inside!!!
but 2 bad...
haha...
RTC dont allow laptop 2 be brought in...
in case it got stolen...
like who so stupid, will go steal...
hahas...
got guard wat...
they cant go pass...
have 2 go now...
hehe...
updated 2morrow....
hope it will be smooth sailing....
hahas...

HAVING FUN:)

hais...
have not been posting for a REAL real long time...
had change 2 writting down my post in my diary instead...
but then...
am lazy 2 even write in down liao...
hahasxD
went watching 吓到笑 yesterday:)
n also.....
2 go on a mission...
with....
cindy, germz, jie ying, sean n zhen li...
sean , zhen li n jie ying wanted me sit beside germz...
LOL...
but in e end...
i didnt...
sitting beside jie ying so funny...
she dont dare watch...
hahas...
i didnt complete e misson that we are on...
but i noe the rest will continue for me:)
left early for work:(
saw MX boyfriend outside RTC...
not 2 be rude or anything.... but he look.... errr.... ya....
work with ying jie or something...
i got 3 tables, n 1 of table is NOT SUPPOSE 2 open...
but it did...
no matter how e black jackets try to shift people away from the table...
can have heart attack when kai meng said that he is a 'new comer' n can't really carry an over tray....
not tat i doubt my partner or anything....
just that i trust that kai meng wont bluff me...
were quite fast for all the dishes....
and can even go over to help MX and bryan...
tat bryan ar....
hais....
nothing 2 say....
he keep on playing with chicken heads!!!
but thanks lots 2 those who give me a helping hand at work yesterday:)
thanks for my partner
u tried your best:)
thanks to bryan
for helping me run errands...
thanks to kai meng
for warning me before i kill my partner with a heavy load on the over tray.... n helping get down the IBM...
thanks to stephanie
for helping me drag the IBM through the maze of candle holders (e art work of jek n bryan ho)...
thanks to jek
for sending me home... hehe... can save on e cab fare... haha....
'THANKS' TO THOSE WHO TRAP ME INSIDE E 'PETITION' ROOM!
well...
all this happen yesterday and early morning....
wakey at 11++
stayed home...
sian....
wanted to study...
BUT...
internet is real distracting!!!
exam is like 3 days away...
n i only started on micro...
3 more paper to study...
going work 2morrow....
HURRAY....
i just love to work:)
have things on everyday this week...
n 2 weeks later...
wed 19/8- study in school before work
thurs 20/8- watching UP
fri 21/8- exam then work
tue to thurs 1/9-3/9- class chalet
fri 3/9- jess birthday celebration
sat 4/9- flag day
see....
so little time, yet so many thing do....





am i waiting 2 long? should i stop waiting?

am i school..
never go lecture...
hahahar...
jie ying late...
eatting breakfast now...
hope tt some1 is not angry with me...

in school doing project...
not really...
hahas...
got some pics 2 share...
taken during some real borin lecture...

went work at taka yesterday...
yoke over xin yee...
while she went shopping with julia...
it is veri boring...
work at RTC is so much better n easier...[4 me]
bought a shirt n a dress yesterday...
all at half price from this fashion...
who say this fashion clothes sucks...
not me...

went 2 give out flyer...
3 blocks...
one 19 stories, two 24 stories...
ken will be proud of me...
finally giving out flyers...
hui yi should have asked 4 e flyers...
she can lose weight this way...
haha...

went library again...
with hui yi...
she now look like a rabbit....
went 2 e movie yesterday....
watch departure...
have 2 sent flyers 2day...
have 2...
have 2...
have 2...

went library with hui yi...
going wisma later..

went work yesterday...
no OT...
got tips...
work with kenetth yesterday...
first time eat mango sago at rtc...
SECRETLY...
HEHE...
ken got toothache...
got work next wed n sat...
YEAH...
but maybe no OT...
:(...

went 2 e library....
am now alone...
xin yee will soon join me...
will be going 4 work later...
YEAH...

went julia house...
got nothing 2 do...
hope tat 2morrow will be better...

went out with hui yi n marina 2day...
went bugis n end up at far east...
hui yi spent e most...
n well... i spent e least of cos..
am broke...
have only 10 cent...
wat a poor girl...
hope tat 2morrow will b better...
was veri tired 2day...
hope 2 work...

had gone 4 a long time...
went library this few days...
is now at typ library...
this is wat happen this few days... never stay at home 4 a long time... bfore i am out again...
now waiting 4 marina 2 join us...
went 2 take a jacket from my godsis yesterday...
it is nice n warm...
from japan 2...