haven feel this way since 11/11/09
now e feeling is back:(
tried to brighten things up by watching comedy when home...
but to no use...
unlike last time, this time tears flow down...
dont think will be able to sleep for e night in which i should be doing now...
things are suppose to get better for me as the busy week is coming to an end soon...
however, i am seriously upset...

work is such a disappointment 2day...
did 2 2 3 2day with a guy who worked 2 or 3 weeks at orchard cafe...
he always isnt in e ballroom...
isnt clearing dirty plates,
isnt doing what he is suppose 2 do...
who portion rice with a ladle instead of serving gears?
-my partner...
who stay in e ballroom e whole night and tea are not filled up?
-my partner...
who dragged me down from being e first few 2 being e last few 2 pick up?
-my partner...
who just dump everthing onto e over tray when i go pick up and leave me with no place 2 land?
-my partner...
i finally noe why my side plates disappear soo fast...
cos some ppl just dont noe where their side station is...

yesterday is really one of the worse day of the e worsest day i had in my 17 years...
it all start when my phone camera area spoil...
followed by the restoring of my i-touch...
then woke up late for school...
had a long journey 2 habourfront with Lai Di, in hope 2 repair my phone...
sad 2 say, it is not cover under warrenty...
and e parts 2 repair no stock...
have to wait for 3 working weeks...
sian...
so decided in not repairing...
wasted e bus trip 2 n fro...
otw to RTC, my ice cream phone hang twice...
in with follow by it cant read my memory card...
seriously, its time 2 change a new phone:)

RTC finally dont need where cheong sum do VIP...
but that is not necessary a good thing...
wearing a scarf over the current uniform is not a good idea 2...
haiz... projects are piling up...
with all e work and school load, its real hard 2 cope...
i wonder how others do it?
i wonder...
i wonder...

My new year resolution 4 year 2010: SLEEP MORE...
can it be done?