你为什么要跟我说呢么多？
If only i didn't ask so much.
once bitten yet not shy.
now twice bitten, i have to learn my lesson.
it is really making my life upside down.
how i wish i can take a break from everything, to restore back my life.
how i wish 2 get back to my single days 2 think what i really wan.
my life is in a mess now.
give me a chance to clean up e mess.
now it is really weird facing u.
every time time i see u, it make me feel weird.
it make me want to avoid u.
don't mind e harsh words please.
i don't want any waiting.
i don't want anyone to waste their time on me.
i hope tat we will be what we are in the past.
FRIENDS.
Now, after tat incident, it make me feel difficult 2 face my baby.
i feel tat i am cheating on him when i am not.
it make me wan to give up on everything tat i hold on dearly to.
and go back into the world when relationship is not in my dictionary.
what am i going to do?
it really hurts me like hell.
just like when the raindrops hit u on your flesh when riding on a bike.
its hard to avoid and it will leave a scar on u.
