when u dont have it u envy n long for it...
when u have it u get bored of u...
when u lost it u start u cherish it n want it back...
is this human nature??

went sch do PORM project...
suppose 2 do as a group...
in e end only sun ran n me turn up...
haiz...
went ikea after tat...

am jus so bored!!

haiz...
is really not a good start for e year 4 me...
things having been happening this few months...
giving up my room for some1 who i dont noe n i will never noe and not able 2 get e room back,
study break during CNY,
exams,
long last mins studies,
diffcult papers
and
when now exams are over i cant seem 2 have lots of job opportunities...
when i manage 2 book a slot at either RTC or OH, they will somehow be cancelled last min...

wat can i do during e 1.5 months holiday??
i have the following choices:
persuade my mom 2 let me have my room back then can spend e holiday decorating it??
however...
my mom just refuse to let me have it back...
find a part-time job??
however...
even if i start finding now, how long can i work before school reopen??
go out and have fun??
however...
who is so free 2 go with me?? every1 else seem 2 be just so busy...
stay at home n rot??
good yet terrible choice...

wat do i wan excatly??
i dont want e holiday 2 be here... yet i dont want school 2 start...

i seriously hate e place i'm stayin at now...
so damn hot!! esp when my mom go out...
and when i'm not home some itcy hands will come anyhow touch mine things...
i jus dont feel like being home...

few months ago was approached and given a name card from a person working at imodel...
yestersay, receive a call from them to ask me go for interiew...
should i or should i not??

lastly...
on a happier note...
went sentosa yeaterday n had fun...
even though only got 3 ppl...
went late n Lai Di didnt really get her chance 2 tan...
hahas...