SCARED

had a terrifying n tired night...
i saw wat i had been trying 2 avoid 4 years...
saw wat i fear...
now i couldnt stop thinking abt it...
i cant get it out of my mind....
i dont think i will be able till i cut all bonds with rtc...
which is hard n will never happen...
today is the day tat i broke down n cry during work...
i really couldnt control myself...
well...
how could any1....
when they c wat they feared most in almost a couple of steps away...
i was appointed 2 do cocktail with wei leng n wei xuan...
i realised tat am in e same foyer with a huge yellow snake...
i thought... k... if i stay away from tat area i will be okay...
i thought it will stay in tat area..
but i was wrong....
yanto asked me to start clearing glasses... as the cocktail tables are getting full...
so i was like... ok... i will just clear the cocktail tables around me...
i only turned my head 4 a moment...
n when i look back...
e snake is not where it was....
it was like next 2 e cocktail table nearest 2 me....
i really jumped sia...
n i believed serveral guests saw tat...
i didnt dare 2 walk past it...
so had 2 made a big turn 2 e bar as it in front of e door!!!
e whole dinner i was not on my right mind...
i was scaring myself...
with thoughts of e snake...
sorry xian liang... u are like doing all e four tables yourself...
after e dinner...
that snake had a performance...
n when i heard e mc...
i left my partner 2 do clearing n went hiding...
haiz...
sorry xian liang... u have 2 clear e tables yourselves 2...

wanted 2 leave wat happen 2day here...
not intending 2 take e memories with me...
hope 2 forget it asap...
n tat there will never be such a scary vistor 2 RTC again....
hope tat it wont hunt me in mine dreams 2...