UNHAPPY:(

HAVING RA1 EXAM 2MORROW AT 9.30!!!
AND WAT AM I DOING?
CHATTING ON MSN!
FACEBOOKING!!
N NOT STUDYING!!!

haiz...
y am i feeling this way...
holidays are coming soon...
n yet..
i am unhapppy...
over wat?
i dont noe myself 2...
its 4 u 2 find out n 4 me 2 discover...

things are not the way i wanted...
i am changing...
however every1 is not....
haiz...

wat can make me happy now?
i cant think of anything...
facebook say money...
i dont think so...
i realise tat those who care and those who make the effort to care are drifting further away...
feel so lonely...
this is not wat it suppose to be like...
i miss the fun that 1 have in sec sch...
the joy tat my friends give...
n yet...
we hardly talk now...
except on some rare occasions....
RTC friends nice 2 have, fun 2 be with...
but after all...
not real close 2 them...
hardly talk or go out with them...
somemore lots of ppl leaving RTC 1 by 1...
lesser ppl to have fun liao...
i never felt this way...
never...
i just hate this feeling...
want it 2 go away...
but how???
i wonder.........
haiz...

wnted 2 enjoy e upcoming chalet...
but wonder like tat how 2...
haiz...