:(

This is what i really felt for the past few days.

i don't know if i should forgive you.
i don't know if i should put it down and move on, be what we used to be.
i don't know if i should hate the person in those photos.
all i know is that i am at a loss of what to do.
cos those photos still hunt me.
those photos are giving me nightmare.
they may be deleted from the memory of your computer.
but they might still be stuck somewhere in the memory of your brain.
however, they can be found fresh in my brain cells.

i hate Christmas.
but i hate this Chinese new year more.