SHOULD I GO OR NOT?

i used to love going to sentosa...
i love e sun...
i love e sand...
i love e icy n salty water...
i love e ppls that i go with...
but when i was asked to go this weekend...
it jus dont feel right...
the feeling is wrong...
i jus cant convince myself to go...
same sun...
same sand...
same water...
but different ppl...
is it e cause?
i noe i not really close to them...
still haven open my heart to accept them...
i been trying hard... real hard...
2 accept them as my close friends...
every1 tat i noe r my friends...
but how many ppl can take e next step 2 me 1 of my close friends.

mayb i jus thinking 2 much...
mayb is jus cos e exam is jus around e corner...